Monday, June 13, 2022

Deliberately rememeber

 When I was praying and asking God how to pray for the Abigail this morning you brought the phrase "BIND US TOGETHER IN LOVE" and the song by Laura Hackett "Love makes us strong"

https://youtu.be/gs7XZmMlrSA

love-makes-us-strong-laura-hackett-park.pdf (soarworship.com)




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Feedback from a client about bday card - showed me that people can be offended if not loved in the way they want it. Even though a person (Amanda) is sincerely trying to go above and beyond. It can feel defeating and like - why even try? - when someone is so easily offended. I can be like this with the Abigail when they try sincerely to love me and I am offended by things bc it isn't done the way I want. It's not that they aren't loving me it's that I'm not getting it to the way I want it and I'm OFFENDED because I am proud and conceited and making it all about me. Just like this client is offended that we sent them a bday card and it wasn't at the right address/not signed by an individual signature. It can seem ridiculous on the other end and make you feel like giving up. This is how I have treated my house. 

From: Sweetman Properties Group <sweetmanpropertiesgroup@gmail.com>
Sent: Thursday, June 9, 2022 7:39 PM
To: Steve King <sking@wqcorp.com>
Subject: birthday card

 

A very funny birthday card came to our house.

The card was to Patrick, would you believe nobody signed it.?

If that went to a different client they might have been upset about that.

Of course Patrick's in Argentina so we just told him you all wished him a happy b'day.

Just a note to help all businesses grow.

 

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Paul Sweetman

Sweetman properties Group llc

(513) 383-1713 


From Amanda: Thanks for the feedback! I usually google a message and sign it from the Wealthquest team.  (I’m sure you’ve seen) Maybe your right. They don’t like “from your team at Wealthquest”?

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June 13


Sincerity is not guidance. Sincerity may say, “I am sure this plane goes to New York.” You believe this sincerely, but the plane will go to Miami if it is scheduled for Miami, and your sincerity will do nothing to change that!

There is a way which seems right to a man, but its end is the way to death.
Proverbs 14:12    

Father, we often sincerely believe we are doing right, even if we are wrong. Give us wisdom through Your Holy Spirit. Guide us so that we do Your will, not ours.

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Lord, I am sincere in this wrong belief but I am wrong. Help me to trust you and trust my sisters. Help me to overcome this accusation and offense and making things about me. Lord I repent! I'm overthinking this. I'm wrong. Praise God I'm wrong! My sisters love me. I am proud and offended. Please help me to be humble Lord. Give me the same mindset as Christ Jesus. 




Colossians 3:14 And over all these virtues put on love, which is the bond of perfect unity. And over all these virtues put on love, which binds them all together in perfect unity. Above all, clothe yourselves with love, which binds us all together in perfect harmony.






Thank you that even though you see all my sin - you don't condemn me. You accept me and give me what Jesus did. This sin is not too big for you - you can help me overcome. You can right these relationships. You can purify me. You can help me. You are FAITHFUL. YOU are big enough. Lord Please help me today = this morning to overcome accusations in my thoughts Lord!!

Friday, June 10, 2022

Camping

 This is not my home!


' God blesses those who are humble, for they will inherit the whole earth. ' Matthew 5:5


I want the best for you Kristina. Feeding on these cheaper things is just a delusion - a lie. I have greater things in store for you if you let me do it.

Lord what about the Abigail?

Have you been praying for them?

Sorta - mostly praying to repent of accusation towards them.

That is your answer. Pray for your sisters. Seek their best in the secret place and you will change from the inside out. I don't have judgement in store if you repent of your sins. No one can take you away from me. Not even these fractured relationships. Learn how to love from me - not a book. I want to teach you.


'And if you greet only your own people, what are you doing more than others?

Do not even pagans do that? If you love those who love you, what reward will you get?

Are not even the tax collectors doing that? that you may be children of your Father in heaven.

He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and

the unrighteous. But I tell you, love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, '

Matt 5:44-47


Thursday, June 9, 2022

Today 6-9-22

 Ps 111

'Praise the Lord ! I will thank the Lord with all my heart as I meet with his godly people.

How amazing are the deeds of the Lord ! All who delight in him should ponder them.

Everything he does reveals his glory and majesty. His righteousness never fails.

He causes us to remember his wonderful works. How gracious and merciful is our Lord ! ' Psalms 111:1-4


Lord help me to DELIBERATELY REMEMBER your faithfulness today.


Dear friends, this is now my second letter to you. I have written both of them as reminders to stimulate you to wholesome thinking. I want you to recall the words spoken in the past by the holy prophets and the command given by our Lord and Savior through your apostles.

Above all, you must understand that in the last days scoffers will come, scoffing and following their own evil desires. They will say, “Where is this ‘coming’ he promised? Ever since our ancestors died, everything goes on as it has since the beginning of creation.” But they deliberately forget that long ago by God’s word the heavens came into being and the earth was formed out of water and by water. By these waters also the world of that time was deluged and destroyed. By the same word the present heavens and earth are reserved for fire, being kept for the day of judgment and destruction of the ungodly.

But do not forget this one thing, dear friends: With the Lord a day is like a thousand years, and a thousand years are like a day. The Lord is not slow in keeping his promise, as some understand slowness. Instead he is patient with you, not wanting anyone to perish, but everyone to come to repentance.

10 But the day of the Lord will come like a thief. The heavens will disappear with a roar; the elements will be destroyed by fire, and the earth and everything done in it will be laid bare.[a]

11 Since everything will be destroyed in this way, what kind of people ought you to be? You ought to live holy and godly lives 12 as you look forward to the day of God and speed its coming.[b] That day will bring about the destruction of the heavens by fire, and the elements will melt in the heat. 13 But in keeping with his promise we are looking forward to a new heaven and a new earth, where righteousness dwells.

14 So then, dear friends, since you are looking forward to this, make every effort to be found spotless, blameless and at peace with him. 15 Bear in mind that our Lord’s patience means salvation, just as our dear brother Paul also wrote you with the wisdom that God gave him. 16 He writes the same way in all his letters, speaking in them of these matters. His letters contain some things that are hard to understand, which ignorant and unstable people distort, as they do the other Scriptures, to their own destruction.

17 Therefore, dear friends, since you have been forewarned, be on your guard so that you may not be carried away by the error of the lawless and fall from your secure position. 18 But grow in the grace and knowledge of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. To him be glory both now and forever! Amen.


Ps 107

1Give thanks to the Lord, for he is good!
His faithful love endures forever.
2Has the Lord redeemed you? Then speak out!
Tell others he has redeemed you from your enemies.
3For he has gathered the exiles from many lands,
from east and west,
from north and south.107:3 Hebrew and sea.
4Some wandered in the wilderness,
lost and homeless.
5Hungry and thirsty,
they nearly died.
6Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble,
and he rescued them from their distress.
7He led them straight to safety,
to a city where they could live.
8Let them praise the Lord for his great love
and for the wonderful things he has done for them.
9For he satisfies the thirsty
and fills the hungry with good things.
10Some sat in darkness and deepest gloom,
imprisoned in iron chains of misery.
11They rebelled against the words of God,
scorning the counsel of the Most High.
12That is why he broke them with hard labor;
they fell, and no one was there to help them.
13Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble,
and he saved them from their distress.
14He led them from the darkness and deepest gloom;
he snapped their chains.
15Let them praise the Lord for his great love
and for the wonderful things he has done for them.
16For he broke down their prison gates of bronze;
he cut apart their bars of iron.
17Some were fools; they rebelled
and suffered for their sins.
18They couldn’t stand the thought of food,
and they were knocking on death’s door.
19Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble,
and he saved them from their distress.
20He sent out his word and healed them,
snatching them from the door of death.
21Let them praise the Lord for his great love
and for the wonderful things he has done for them.
22Let them offer sacrifices of thanksgiving
and sing joyfully about his glorious acts.
23Some went off to sea in ships,
plying the trade routes of the world.
24They, too, observed the Lord’s power in action,
his impressive works on the deepest seas.
25He spoke, and the winds rose,
stirring up the waves.
26Their ships were tossed to the heavens
and plunged again to the depths;
the sailors cringed in terror.
27They reeled and staggered like drunkards
and were at their wits’ end.
28Lord, help!” they cried in their trouble,
and he saved them from their distress.
29He calmed the storm to a whisper
and stilled the waves.
30What a blessing was that stillness
as he brought them safely into harbor!
31Let them praise the Lord for his great love
and for the wonderful things he has done for them.
32Let them exalt him publicly before the congregation
and before the leaders of the nation.
33He changes rivers into deserts,
and springs of water into dry, thirsty land.
34He turns the fruitful land into salty wastelands,
because of the wickedness of those who live there.
35But he also turns deserts into pools of water,
the dry land into springs of water.
36He brings the hungry to settle there
and to build their cities.
37They sow their fields, plant their vineyards,
and harvest their bumper crops.
38How he blesses them!
They raise large families there,
and their herds of livestock increase.
39When they decrease in number and become impoverished
through oppression, trouble, and sorrow,
40the Lord pours contempt on their princes,
causing them to wander in trackless wastelands.
41But he rescues the poor from trouble
and increases their families like flocks of sheep.
42The godly will see these things and be glad,
while the wicked are struck silent.
43Those who are wise will take all this to heart;

they will see in our history the faithful love of the Lord.

June 9

As you submit to God’s guidance, you will find that He has taken the incentive in your life, adjusting and rearranging where you have been off the track. You will never find His demands to be greater than that which you can accomplish in His power.

I was not ever thus,
nor prayed that Thou
shouldst lead me on
I loved to choose
and see my path
but now
lead Thou me on
—John H. Newman

Where there is no guidance, a people falls . . .
Proverbs 11:14    

Father, forgive my past willfulness and be my guide.

Lead, Kindly Light

Lead, kindly light, amidst the grey and gloom
The night is long and I am far from home
Here in the dark, I do not ask to see
The path ahead--one step enough for me
Lead on, lead on, kindly light.
I was not ever willing to be led
I could have stayed, but I ran instead
In spite of fear, I followed my pride
My eyes could see, but my heart was blind
Lead on, lead on, kindly light.

And in the night, when I was afraid
Your feet beside my own on the way
Each stumbling step where other men have trod
Shortens the road leading home to my God
Lead on, lead on,
My God, my God,
Lead on, lead on, kindly light.

Deliberately remember: (just in the past 3 days!)

How you helped me when I cried out to you when I was overwhelmed by accusations

How you helped me when I cried out to you the next day with violent back pain and swallowing fear in the morning when I was having accusations

How you helped me this morning when I asked you when I was sooo tired and accusing

How you helped me to return the items from my dad - with kindness and not anger/bitterness

How you helped me to humble myself in front of the whole church and then helped me with fear about it afterwards

How you helped me with guitar and playing during a prayer slot

How you helped me repent of envy/comparison of T&T last night and forgave me

You helped me during the prayer meeting when I was accusing others not to act out of my emotions - confessing it as sin to Jen

I am FORGIVEN. You told me that I am forgiven! I listened to Psalm 103 about what you are like and you are forgiving

You helped me not to compromise with caffeine and the tea and to throw out the caffeine packets

You led me to take a shower - a good choice - you led me with what to play on the guitar

You helped me to remember the truth and reminded me of trying to explain to someone else what I am thinking and repenting of narcissisms

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You helped me to stop fighting Brian and Brandie

You helped me overcome fear with meetings with them

You spoke to me about it

You helped me this morning with the scanning for Amanda




Praise the Lord for YOUR GREAT LOVE and the wonderful things you have done for me!!!

I see the history of the faithful love of the LORD



Talk about Mcneeleys

You need me, not them. I want you to love those around you not use them as your life supply