Monday, January 11, 2016

Surrender

So I've seen where giving my heart fully to a man in idolatry can lead me down a slippery awful path of grieving your heart and utter destruction.

I don't want to do that again. Abba please be the keeper of my heart. Keep my heart pure and loyal to you.

I put him back on the shelf. My security is found in you. I can be rejected by everyone, but I'm found accepted in you and that's enough! My full measure of love is filled to the brim because you have filled me to overflowing. I can rest in you. My security is found in you alone. I'm sorry, I repent for finding comfort and security in a man. He is not mine. He is my brother and you love him. Lord I'm sorry for being selfish. Please free me from this bondage and control, comparision, manipulation and envy. Abba, help me to find my security and life in your alone. That my value and worth would be disconnected from the good/bad that people do to me. That I would be found steadfast and loyal in your love for me. Fill me up with your truth from your Word. Abba direct my night tonight and help me to live FULLY where I am. I ask for peace in my heart to be steadfast and secure in your love. Abba, I give the word you gave me to you. I'm sorry for the lust in my heart today and objectifying my brother. Abba, purify me. Give me your heart. Lord, I don't want anything to draw me away from you. You know me completely. I want to trust and submit to you completely. Help me to let go and to MAKE A CHOICE to not let my mind be selfish and objectify and disrespect my brother. Abba I give you my heart. Help me to choose to love and not to be selfish but to desire to be close to you and not to hinder anyone else's walk. Help me to not want to steal the bride's affection. I want them to give the glory to you. I want you to have the praise. I give you all my heart, you are the one who fills it. Sorry for looking to man to fill my void. Please help me Abba.

You are so worth it Jesus.

Thank you valuing me as your daughter and rescuing me from fear.

CONCERN -  sunday Dec 27th
context of His heart for me, He cares deeply for me.

GOD/VALUE

Value NOT -GOOD/BAD
Fears - self protect / manipulate
Circumstance


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