He wants to make me a woman who shows outlandish mercy.
I was extremely exhausted almost ill this morning and the Lord showed me it was because I was holding bitterness against a sister and a brother. I am very good at stuffing things and He showed me He wasn't going to let me get away with it anymore and that's why I felt the extreme exhaustion/almost ill this morning. I had no idea but I'm glad that He is showing me that my sin has consequences bc often I can't see the fruit of it or even realize I do it. It's helpful for me when He shows me physically. He does that with anxiety too, often I get awful pain in my upper shoulders when I'm anxious. I'm so used to stuffing pain/hurt/offense whether perceived or real that I don't realize I do it until I have an irrational reaction. But if it continues to showup physically it could show me pretty quickly. I want to learn how to forgive and face things rather than just pretend they don't exist and they don't matter.
YOU'RE FORGIVEN.
thank you.
Therefore as God's chosen people, holy and dearly loved, clothe yourselves with compassion, kindness, humility, gentleness and patience. Bear with each other and forgive one another if any of you has a grievance against someone. Forgive as the Lord forgave you. And over all these virtues, put on love which binds them all together in perfect unity.
Col 3:12-15
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