Tude

Lord, I have a bad attitude. I'm not sure why, but I need your help to get out of it.

I'm pissed off at getting passed over for leadership positions. Like coordinator or prayer coordinator.

It makes me feel like I am not capable.

I'm pissed off about the house card and there only being one.

I'm mad at Becca complaining and Jen complaining yesterday and Joe complaining. I felt like  sea of negativity. Help me to be compassionate and to listen and to know how to address things.

I'm angry at Becca's comments about the cookies, and the "payment" comment about the cookies.

I'm tired and I want to want to visit Pola and Palmer tonight.

Lord I feel not appreciated.

But that's a lie. I am appreciated for making dinners. You have me where you want me right now. You have given me what you want to give me. You want my heart not just my outward action and service. Service is out of the overflow of my heart. You are helping me.

My worth is not in what leadership positions or positions I have. It's in my heart, which you have deemed valuable. You died for this heart. My security is in you Alone, not in a job or a task. Sorry for believing lies. Sorry for comparing myself to these other women. Help me to be a support and to pray for them and have mercy and patience with them as they transition. Please bless my relationship with Jess.  I ask that you do a miracle in my heart just like you have done with the finances. Lord please help. I need your grace and your mercy.

I believe you are going to help me with work. THank you.
I believe you are going to help me with Jess. Thank you .

I believe you will overcome this comparision and worth in what I do rather than who you are. Thank you.
You are enough for me.

Help me to trust you. I surrender all my thoughts to you. Help me to dwell on your return today!

Love Kristina

Romans 12:1-2 NLT

1 And so, dear brothers and sisters, I plead with you to give your bodies to God because of all he has done for you. Let them be a living and holy sacrifice—the kind he will find acceptable. This is truly the way to worship him. 2 Don’t copy the behavior and customs of this world, but let God transform you into a new person by changing the way you think. Then you will learn to know God’s will for you, which is good and pleasing and perfect.